but doesnt mean im not alive.
i have been twitting furiously!
i have so many random thoughts and things to talk bout.
so i just twit them away.
i have been so busy with school and study, its not even funny.
im not upset though haha caus i asked for it =P
its better than staying home and doing nothing!
in 2 weeks time, the summer holidays shall start =) yayy!
anyway.
just some random things to write:
= yesterday after school, while we were walking up to the bus station we were eating M&M's. and we felt high after so much sugar. and i said to my friends, now our hands will be all colourful! [caus the M&M's will melt] and then some random thought crept into my mind.
lets wipe our hands on random people's bag.
yes.lets just accidentally bump into people and go, OH SORRY, *wipe*
but then we couldn't be stuffed.
and got carried away with other things.
= today i finished carving this thing for art! YAY now all i need to do is print it.
= i love aussie money, its plastic and colourful
= a hand i drew :) its the only thing im good at! havn't finished it yet
= today was remembrance day, and we had to stand up for one minute silence. but the whole time, i could only think about the people of iraq and palestine. dont get me wrong, not that i dont care bout the troops, its just, i dont know... all i could think about were the innocent people that got killed caus of war, and were never acknowledged by the world.
= i absolutely love driving. its all i ever want to do. especially at night. especially when its raining. i love love love it!
= i was looking at past fotos when i was a lil kiddie, and its amazing how different i loook! when i look at the photos, its like another life time! life was so different! after i closed the album, i thought to myself, damn i had such an amazing childhood life. I would do anything to repeat it again. Whats more amazing and unbelievable, is when I'm in my late 20's ill be looking back at my teenage photos, and think, wow. a different lifetime.
[yes. i dont have a scanner. i had to take photos of the photos haha]
my beautiful auntie. i just think this picture is soo beautiful i just had to put it on.
this is mum, dad took this photo. it was somewhere in europe :)
this is me and mum in greece or italy, i forgot lol
mee on a ride haha i was so excited, once again, dad took this photo
aww me and my family friends, i still know the one next to me, but the others moved to another country :(= can i have you? because i want you.
= its amazing how in just one month, many things can happen. i always think, hmm whats gonna happen in a months time from now?
= i am missing uae so freaking much. one of the best years of my freaking life. every single day, i have flashbacks of my life in uae. i remember my friends clearly, their personalities, their facial expressions, their laughs.. i remember the shopping malls, and my favourite spots in them. I remember how my school life was, i remember the classroom. Sometimes i close my eyes and picture myself in my old room in uae. I picture myself going down the lift, walking across the road and walking along the lake. i remember my best friend, i remember our lovely times with eachother. and everytime i remember all this, i come close to tears. thats how much i miss it. and thats why i love dreaming. it takes you to places you may never get to go to.
= i had a haircut :) but its soo different to my usual haircuts.
and whats that got to do with you? WELL
i felt refreshed. new.
i wanted a change. and by cutting my hair, i felt different.
you should try it!
= i miss syria like shit. YES, I LIKE MISS EVERYTHING. i miss things i dont have. and when i have them, i miss the things i had before. i hate that of myself. in uae, i missed australia. and then in australia i missed uae. HOW SHITTY. but no seriously, i miss syria. when i was in syria, i didnt really miss australia LOL i can clearly picture the streets, i still remember the sounds of the street, i still remember the taxi's and how it feels staring outside the window. I remember Suk al hamideyah reallyyy clearly. I have so many flashbacks. Its like part of me. Syria and uae have become part of me. its something i can just never forget ever.
= i love australian weather.
= i need to buy new clothes. i barely have any. and they look crap anyway.
= cant wait until i finish school so i can travel back to uae and syria and some other countries [inshallah turkey!]
= OMG yesterday i had to stand in the bus GAH i hate it. i had to hold onto this bar thingy, and i had to balance, and i looked like a freakin RETARD. i lukd like i was dancing hahaha
= last week i had a spasm and literally started shuffling hardcore on the kitchen floor like a maniac. my brother was at the door looking at me like, wtf?
= last week i went to the city, and i just loved it =)
it was night, and the weather was perfect.
the city has changed heaps! it was really weird seeing things differently, i missed the way it used to be. ive had so many memories in the city, ever since i was a lil kiddie.. there's this certain spot in the city that i just love. i just have to go there when i go to the city. i have so memories, so many flashbacks. i just get this wave of happiness. one of them were when i was a child and mum was in hospital delivering my bro LOL and dad took me to that exact spot.. dad took photos of me [i think i got my love for photography from dad] and we walked around.. and i just remember how bright and sunny it was, and how windy it was.. and how excited and happy i was. i remember holding my dads hand and just looking around.. we used to always go there, and my parents would take turns pushing me in the pram.. and sometimes i would fake myself sleeping, just so they could push me. ahh great times :)
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